Immortality

I've seen a million dreams.
Been told a million lies.
Each and every demise,
tears and tears at the seams.

Every lost love deserves screams,
with every death that haunt my eyes.
Staying the same with each disguise,
with memories and life they teem.

Have I lived longer than I have died?
No, I passed away lifetimes ago.
Would I be better off blind?
No, I will not be denied
this ember willing to grow.
The Answer to Life I'll find!